Day 3- Your Parents

Dear Mum,
Throughout the years, our relationship has had it's ups and downs. But, I love you. I never say it, but I'm really grateful for all that you do for me. You really make me mad when you're being a bitch, but I love it when it's just us 2, shopping and hanging out. I really don't have much to say. It doesn't take a novel to say how I feel. 
Love,
Desiree


Dear Dad,
We…have a complicated relationship. I'm sorry, but I will never be able to forgive you for not being there enough when I was growing up. I can't forgive you for constantly yelling, bitching, spending all of our money, hitting us, sleeping all day, and just basically being a deadbeat. I wish I could, but I can't. You're trying to be a better person now, and you are, but you still have a lot of your moments. You always fight with Anne. You need to understand you're both stubborn people and you need to pick your fights. You favor Naomi, even if you deny it- it's your actions even if you don't realize it. I'm trying to forgive you, but the healing process is taking a while. I'm sorry.
Sincerely, 
Desiree


Dear Alberto,
I hated you with every fiber of my being when you and Mum started dating, but now you aren't too bad. You're too obsessed with "spending time with the family" though. I'm 16. I don't want to spend time with you guys, I want to go out with my friends or with my boyfriend. I don't think you have any right to complain about how much time I spend with Shayne since you monopolized Mum when you first started dating. The big difference is you kept Mum out all the fucking time and she had 2 kids to take care of that she was neglecting when Naomi was at her worst. I think you're to blame for some of Naomi's problems. I support you sending her to a camp to straighten her out or to live at her dad's though. Strongly support. 
Kthanxbai,
Desiree


Dear Anne, 
I used to think you were soooo cool, but then I got to know you. Don't get me wrong, you're still really cool, but now you're not like on the god-level XD I think you're a little uptight and you need to loosen up. Also, you're a little too over protective with Ava ^^" She is fragile, yes, but she'll be okay. Also, the same as dad, I think you should pick your battles. You're a little too emotional about everything. Dad's kinda clueless, you have to be patient with him. [I know I'm not one to talk about about that, but ] 
Uhmmmmm, I don't really know what to say….
That's for getting me those amazing gummy bears! I'm in love with them! Blue, light blue, and purple? FUCK YES!
Love, 
Miss D

Day 2- Your crush

Heh, crush. I think this is more than just a crush ♥


Dear Shayne,
Three words sum it up: I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you. I love that you love me. I love your beautiful eyes, your soft lips, your voice whispering in my ear, tickling me. The only reason that I like Dethklok is because that's usually the only thing you will sing. I love it when we're alone, cuddling, my head on your arm, pulled close to you. Nothing sexual, just sweet. I love your heavy breathing, both of us drenched in sweat. I love that you always text me "Good morning beautiful" when you FINALLY wake up. I love that you go along with almost all my plans without question. No one else does that XD I love that we agree on so many things and compromise on what we don't agree on. I love that you're serious about me, that this relationship is long term. I love how I can never be mad/annoyed at you for long. [Although, I find the fact that you try to use "logic" to kill Emilie Autumn and like everything else I like pretty damn annoying >.>]
We've been together 7 months. Soon it will be 8, 9, a year, 2 years, 3 years, 40 years, 50 years. We have the rest of our lives together.
"Or love can survive anything, even gravity."
Love forever,
Dei
♥

Day 1- Your Best Friend

Chrissy, I love you. We have the kind of friendship everyone wishes they had. We're like a puzzle and we fit together so perfectly. We fight, yes, but we wouldn't be true if we didn't. I love mothering you, cooking you stuff, and giving you advice. However, I aint cookin for you for forever biotch D:< XD I kid, I know you can cook for yourself. You don't let me cook often at your house. Maybe it's because you know I might fuck up and catch the house on fire cause you have a stupid gas stove..... Anyways, I love you, and if I were to lose you, I really don't know what I'd do. I'd be so....lost D: But that's okay, you can't lose someone who lives next door to you :D
Love,
Dei



Dear Alanna,
I love you too. You're gonna be my neighbor someday too. Maybe. Idk if it will happen with us. You're headstrong and want your own things out of life. I'll be surprised if you settle in one place XD But, I would like you to be your neighbor. You promised to trade food with me at midnight D:
"You wanna help me find my nuts?!"
FYI, I'm watching Over The Hedge XD
Anyways, back to the letter.
You've made some stupid mistakes (ZACH.), but it's okay, cause you're still awesome :D
Just had to add that. Just so you know. Maybe I shouldn't have. Oh well, you never get on dA anymore anyway.
Love,
Dei


Dear Corey,
Sorry for putting your letter after Alanna's, but you're like my 3rd best friend D: But, you don't have a dA and you think it's stupid, so you'll never know ;)
I wanted to let you know, I don't usually get along with guys, at least not as close friends. But you're different. Maybe it's because you know how to sympathize and say what girls want to hear. We annoy each other, we argue, we laugh, you try to keep Shayne from pissing me off, we talk about relationship problems, we go places. We are brother and sister, even if you sometimes deny it, and I wouldn't want it any other way.
Love,
Dei


Dear Laura,
We're not as close as we were, not by far. But at least recently we started talking more :D I love getting advice on my drawings from you, discussing our days, and you telling me about your crazy dogs ♥
Love,
Dei


Dear Kenny,
You're such a creeper! You stalker! You rapist! ....I love you. A lot. Will you marry me? Jk, Shayne would kill you :D Seriously though, we need to hang out. Like, it's a must! I miss you! It's been almost a month, and I miss my Kenny :(
But stop loving Chrissy more, or Imma off you.
Love, Dei


Dear Brandi,
I wouldn't know the amazing people that I know if it weren't for you. Well, at least not as well. Me and Alanna would've gotten over our shyness at SOME point..... But still. You introduced me to Alanna and Breanna who introduced me to Corey and Chrissy. Corey introduced me to Shayne. You are part of the reason I am loved so much ♥♥♥ I can't wait to go to your birthday party and see you! I just know it will be a lot of fun :D
Love,
Dei

Letter Challenge

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :

Day 1 - your best friend.


Day 2 - your crush.


Day 3 - your parents.


Day 4 - your sibling (or closest relative).


Day 5 - your dreams.


Day 6 - a stranger.


Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.


Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.


Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.

Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.


Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.


Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.

Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.

Day 14 - someone you've drifted away from.

Day 15 - the person you miss the most.


Day 16 - someone that's not in your state/country.

Day 17 - someone from your childhood.


Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.


Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.


Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.


Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.


Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.

Day 23 - the last person you kissed.


Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.


Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.


Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.


Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.


Day 28 - someone that changed your life.


Day 29 - the person that you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid to.


Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

I should stalk Bre

Just sayin'. For half a week it'd be pretty easy. ;)

Dear Brandi,

I get on here every day. You haven't updated, you haven't commented. Are you still alive? Get off of facebook! XD ♥

Sincerely,
Dei

English Exam Essay

 This is what I wrote for the exam essay. It needs edited, but I'm pretty pleased with it.


            Pitch black with the darker splotches of trees. The same view from my bedroom window I’ve had all of my life. We don’t exactly live in the country, my father and I- we’re close enough to town- but we live far enough on the outskirts that no lights interrupt our night, except for the stars. But the stars aren’t out tonight, so there’s little light to illuminate the owls and mice creeping around the forest that’s just outside our back yard.

Sometimes I wonder to myself if there’s more out there than just those owls and mice. I wonder if there’s sprite, pixies, and nymphs, like in the books I love to read. Our forest would be ideal for them. No one really goes in it (it’s believed to be haunted) so there’s no disruption, no iron, and no one to tell their secret. When I was a little girl, I remember my mother telling me stories of faeries, how they liked to play and how they couldn’t lie. We’d dance around in a small clearing just inside the woods, my mother’s blonde, messy hair shining in the sunlight. But that was long ago and the stories were only fairytales. Of course, the forest was filled with owls and mice.

But just as I thought that, I saw a flash. Not like a flash of lightning, but the flash as something white moves in the darkness. Then, before I could blink properly, a face appeared in my window, its arms moving to take the same position I was in- one hand holding up my chin, the other arm on the window sill. While there were no stars, there was a moon, and it seemed all of its illumination was concentrated on illuminating that milky white face. The creature’s big, dark eyes stared into mine and I saw myself reflected in them. A perfect mask of surprise, my mouth was hanging slightly open and my eyes were wide. The faery smirked at me. How did I know exactly what he was, especially after telling myself that he was impossible?

“Why are you here?” I heard myself ask.

“Young Halfling, I’m here to protect you. There’s to be a war soon and both sides want every faery they can get. But they especially want you. The Faeries of the Light will no doubt want to control you or kill you and the Faeries of the Night will want to use you against the Light. But I come from the forest where we have no court and no part in the war. You are the deciding factor for the courts; the outcome of the war will be your doing. I’m asking you to protect us forest faey and come with me. They cannot harm you if they think you to be dead.”

“Why should I help you? I feel bad for you and all, but you must have the wrong person,” I told him. Normally I would’ve turned away after saying something like that, but I couldn’t just turn away in case he disappeared.

“Oh, but I have the right person. You are the daughter of Amira Autumn Liddel, are you not?” He smiled at me like I was a child.

“She is…was…my mother. She died many years ago. But what does being her daughter have to do with anything?” I asked him quietly. My mother’s death was still a sad subject.

“Young Halfling, it has to do with everything! You mother was a Faery of the Woods, like me, and your father is human. Our prophecies say that a child born of faery and human will be the one to bring about the destruction or creation of life as we know it.”

“I think you’re definitely confused. My mother, a faery?”

“Didn’t your father ever tell you?” He asked me, the excitement draining from his eyes.

“My father and I…We don’t really talk,” I began. “Ever since my mother died, he’s been so sad and removed. He works much of the day then goes off to his study in the evening. I never really see him. Her death really took a toll on him.”

“That fool,” the faery scoffed. “Did he not realize that he couldn’t hide it from you forever? He wants to keep you here to lead a human life. He knows a little of the prophecy, and he’s ignored it. Why do you think you live here? Your mother didn’t want to move far from her home, even though she couldn’t speak to us after she left us for your father. Why do you think you knew what I was? A faery knows other faeries. Even though you’re only a Halfling, your faery blood is still strong. One day, you could even live amongst us!”

I tried to politely accept what he was saying, but he didn’t want to hear it.

“I’ll be back tomorrow evening,” he promised. “Think about this, okay?”

I watched him sprint into the forest before falling into my bed. My mind was spinning and I couldn’t grasp any of my thoughts or emotions. I drifted off to sleep before I knew it, his words still repeating in my mind.

“A child born of faery and human will be the one to bring about the destruction or creation of life.”

Colossalcon!! ♥

Just got back from Colossalcon ♥
Damn, did I love it!
I met Vic Mignogna, [learned how to spell his last name o.o], saw some AMAZING cosplayers, got an ego boost for my cosplay ;D, spent 4 amazing days with my love, got many blisters since it seems all of the shoes I wore had heels o.o, and bought some amazing shit :D

I don't care if anyone disagrees, Vic Mignogna is the nicest voice actor ever. He's such a sweetie and so fan-friendly! He's got a great since of humor and he pwns all when it comes to his voice. Oh, and he has soft arms XD

Oh, but I'm getting ahead of myself with pictures

We really didn't take any pictures. My camera's broken, Lewis didn't feel like taking too many, and Shayne absolutely refused to take pictures with his mother's camera. Only 1 picture was not forced by me >.>

Lewis and a Ryuk cosplayer

Lewis met this Ryuk right before the rave Friday night. Ryuk is his favorite Death Note character and therefore he was fanboying XD

Friday I was dressed as Misa and Lewis and Shayne didn't dress up. We went to everything. We even spent a good amount of time in the video game room [something I usually don't go to]. We left to shop for food at walmart and bought a rice cooker to cook noodles in. Our hotel had absolutely no appliances D: The rice cooker was cheap and just big enough for 2 packs of ramen at a time XD Just practicin' for college ;D Lewis had the damndest time trying to get wine coolers. He wanted to go to the hotel, drink one, then be fine by the time it was time to go to the rave. But, we were with him, so the lady wouldn't sell him it. She was a bitch about it though, otherwise I'd be all "eh, his problem" D: So, after the rave, at like 1:30ish (we left really early), he went back and left us at the hotel [they're right next to each other]. Apparently, you can't buy alcohol after 1am XD So, the next day we sent him in after dinner for monster and we waited in the car and he came back victorious and had 1 as soon as we got back to the hotel then we went swimming. Never fear, children, your dear Dei is clean. So is Shayne. Plus it was like 3% alcohol, so Lewis didn't drown XD
Then we went to the ball. Oh goodness, night made. ♥ Homecoming needs to have music like they did. They had slow songs, swing songs, and songs from movies and shows. They had an instrumental Hare Hare Yukai that was fun to twirl to XD Chrissy and I felt epic during Once Upon A December as we're pretending to ballroom dance [who the fuck knows how to do that nowadays D:] and everyone around us was almost in sync. Pretty bad ass :D
Oh, the rave. I danced with Shayne on Friday for like an hour, but damn me, him, and Chrissy danced forever together. Hell, we even danced on the floor table. When the 3 of us are together, I am invincible ☺And our glowsticks were insane. It looked like we robbed a store when we all pulled out our glowsticks [us plus her sister, brother-in-law, and Lewis]

Oh, my face in that picture. Louie's flash was VERY bright in that dark, dark room.


Saturday, we really hit the dealer's room. I got a keychain with Blair's soul and pumpkins on it :) [I was cosplaying as Blair that day, so it really worked :D] I also got a Vampire Knight poster and a Soul Eater poster. We went to a FMA symbolism panel, which really has me seeing FMA in a much deeper way. Me and Shayne skipped out of the Doctor Who panel and left Lewis there. I went to the bathroom and had every girl in there like "BLAIRRRRRRRRRRRR" ♥ I was the ONLY one there, which was surprising. My keychain is the only thing I saw besides her hat for merch for her D:<
Btw, SO. WANT. THESE. SHIRTS. They're just plain black, but one says "Meister" in white [that would be mine] and the other says "Weapon" in yellow [that would be Shayne's]. But damn, $20 a shirt. Then you sell out of his size? RAWRRRRRRRRRR.
Anyways, back to Saturday.
After everything and swimming and stuff, we went to the ball, then the rave, then back to the hotel, then CRASHED. I think we got back at like 3-3:30ish.

Sunday, we went to the flea market. We didn't get there at 10 like I wanted, we got there closer to noon, but it's okay. I got a whole bunch of shit! I got
-A shirt with the kanji for "stealth" or "ninja"
-A sound village headband
-A bright green studded wristband
-A heart neck choke
-An anarchy wristband
-Skull earrings
-A Renji keychain. He's holding a heart and in some sort of a dress. WTF O.O
-A Vampire Knight poster
-A Victoria Frances poster
- Ninja shoes
-A Sailor Moon clock

I feel as if I'm forgetting some of the things I got o.o If I am, I'll just have to come back and add them in

LAST. DAY. OF. SCHOOL.

It's creepy, Brandi's watching me o.o


I leave for con today. I rushed around last night trying to get last minute things ready, but it wasn't enough. I still have stuff to pack, and my cousin will be here before I even get home. I've been stressing out over con so bad lately :/ It'll be a relief to get to the hotel and just lay down.
At least I get to visit Ava before I go ♥


I just finished the english exam, which was BRUTAL. 50 points for something that will take you like 6 sentences to write?! WTF!!!! And the vocab, what was he thinking? I only knew probably half, and I studied as much as I could, since the vocab study site wasn't on the class website >.< I really, really hate this class, and I'm so glad that this is the last day I'm in here. I NEVER want a teacher like that again.
Oh, and the questions for my book: Wth. Like "Who could she not trust?" Well, hello, she trusted all of those people, who do you want me to put?
But, I will admit, I liked the essay question. I know I won't get full points, because my teacher's like that, but I actually like what I wrote. I think it could go somewhere, if I changed things. :)


My goodness, I'm going to miss so many people this summer. There's only so many people I can hang out with D: Also, Erika's moving and Corey and Kenny may not be coming here next year :( :( :(
Corey and Kenny are my bestestestest guy friends!!!
And Kenny buys me stuff ;) LOVE YOU KENNY! :D


You better believe I'm sleeping in tomorrow.

/Fin.