R.I.P. Kelsey Inglish

Yesterday, one of the coolest people I ever met committed suicide. I haven't seen her since middle school, and now I'm greatly regretting that. I hate that she was so depressed, felt so worthless, that she felt that death was the only way out. I've known several people who have hit that low, myself included, but there was always someone to talk us out of it. I can't help but think if maybe her best friends had paid just a bit closer attention, she'd still be here. Of course, no one is to blame. But let it be an eye opener. If your friend is thinking about suicide, TELL SOMEONE. I nearly lost one of my best friends toward the beginning of the school year, and it seemed that we couldn't stop her because talking to the school counselor hadn't done anything, but she was stopped because one of our friends told the right person. She spent many months in a mental institution, but she's safe. She's out now, and she has no need to feel like she did.


R.I.P Kelsey
You are missed

Baby Fever

With someone as cute as this, how could you not want one of your own?
Not for many years though.... ;)

All of the pictures except the last one are Ava at 3 months. The last one is Ava at roughly 2 months.


♥♥♥

Pets! :D

I want a sugar glider so bad.

I also wouldn't mind a rat

And OF COURSE I'll have a cat. Or two.

I'll just have to make sure she (or he) doesn't eat my rats O.O

Break Stuff

It's just one of those days when you don't wanna wake up
Everything is ****ed
Everybody sucks
You don't really know why, but you wanna justify
Rippin' someone's head off
No human contact
And if you interact, your life is contract
Your best bet is to stay away, mother****er
It's just one of those days


Funny, they say speak your mind, be who you are. Does anyone actually mean that? One toe out of line, you're not who we thought you were. You know, it's kind of hard trying to work everyday to be the same. The same personality as the day before, the same amount of happiness, the same outlook on life.

Btw, blogger=my place to rant


Heh, I don't even like Limp Biskit anymore.

/Fin.

Rawr

I wish people would write more. I get on my blogger every couple days and no one ever updates. Brandi usually does, but it's been a week since her last post. I also wish people would comment on my blogs that I put a lot of thought into. If my blog is forever long, I would LOVE to have someone comment it. Plus, forever long posts on my blog really aren't that long, they're just in an über skinny column, making them seem longer than they are. They are also as interesting as I can make them without wandering too far away from my subject and give you more insight to me as a person than these short, stupid blogs do.



So, it angers me that thtehungergamesmovie.org is blocked on these school computers. I really want to view the page! I really, really want to know who the 50 actresses who tried out to be Katniss are D:

Life is tiresome

School is rather tiresome. Get up at 6:30, attempt to stay awake, get dressed, walk to school, sit through classes, try to stay awake, starve until near the end of the day, fight to stay awake, go home, cook, deal with Naomi's yelling, decide between homework and sleep, go to bed, do it all again. I guess you could say everyday life is tiresome. Buttt, I'm spending the night at Chrissy's this weekend with Laney and we're gonna go to the zoo :D

Plague Rats

For the past 3 days I've been listening to songs by Emilie Autumn almost exclusively. I've listened to maybe 3 songs by Nightwish, but that's about it.
Emilie Autumn is a singer-songwriter, poet, and violinist [and also plays a variety of other instruments, she's just best known for her violin] who has a wide range of musical styles, but is usually classified as Neo-Victorian and Industrial Gothic. However, she labels her style as Victorianindustrial.
If you like darker songs, I suggest Opheliac, I know Where You Sleep, 4 O'clock, or Liar (Manic Depressive Mix) ft. ASP. However, if you like happier, yet sarcastic songs, go with Marry Me, Thank God I'm Pretty, or Miss Lucy Had Some Leaches. If you prefer lyrics that have to do with fairytales or old stories in general, really anything off of "Enchant" is for you. I like Rose Red, Rapunzel, and Castle Down. And last but not least, "Your Sugar Sits Untouched" is an album full of poetry with background music.
Fun facts:

• The instrumental piece Organ Grinder was used in Saw III
• EA did a violin piece for Dethklok's Dethharmonic
• EA also did covers for Bohemian Rhapsody and Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
• EA's fans are labeled Plague Rats, but she calls them "muffins" as well
• Her real name is Emilie Autumn Liddell [Does anyone else get the Alice in Wonderland reference? :D] Yes, she's actually related to the girl that the book was based off of
• She classifies herself as asexual
• I find her to be one of the most beautiful women ever ♥