Hey chickadees!
I just wanted to let you guys know that I have a tumblr full of randomz and I think you might stay interested if you follow me. I can't promise to update daily, but I can promise I've been on tumblr more than blogger.
If you're interested; http://www.tumblr.com/blog/xdeidannax
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Emilie Autumn in Columbus! Demand it!
http://eventful.com/demand/emilie-autumn-/D0-001-002324295-0?utm_source=email&utm_medium=share&utm_campaign=tell_friends_dconfirm
Oh please my dearest readers, demand this! Even if you don't know who she is or don't care if she comes to Columbus. Do it for me! It would be a dream come true to be able to go see her ♥
Oh please my dearest readers, demand this! Even if you don't know who she is or don't care if she comes to Columbus. Do it for me! It would be a dream come true to be able to go see her ♥
Friday, September 2, 2011
I suppose I should write a journal
Today was day 8 in junior year.
Junior year isn't all that it's cracked up to be.
What happened to the promises of sophomore year being the hardest? I didn't have AP in sophomore year. My life was a breeze last year.
But, enough complaining.
I'm going to Chrissy's tomorrow and possibly spending the weekend. At this rate, it'll be school, Shayne's, Chrissy's [in that order] all year :) I'm perfectly okay with that ^-^
So, about month ago, I entered a poetry contest to get points for my TWLOHA Fancorps. Maybe 2 weeks ago, a little bit less, I got a letter in the mail stating that I made it to semi-finals. I didn't even think I had a chance! Fingers crossed that I win something :)
So, how is everyone?
Junior year isn't all that it's cracked up to be.
What happened to the promises of sophomore year being the hardest? I didn't have AP in sophomore year. My life was a breeze last year.
But, enough complaining.
I'm going to Chrissy's tomorrow and possibly spending the weekend. At this rate, it'll be school, Shayne's, Chrissy's [in that order] all year :) I'm perfectly okay with that ^-^
So, about month ago, I entered a poetry contest to get points for my TWLOHA Fancorps. Maybe 2 weeks ago, a little bit less, I got a letter in the mail stating that I made it to semi-finals. I didn't even think I had a chance! Fingers crossed that I win something :)
So, how is everyone?
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
TWLOHA
I support To Write Love On Her Arms [TWLOHA] on fancorps.com, and one of my orders is to promote that they have a twitter. So, here I am promoting :) Be sure to check them out
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Day 30-Your reflection in the mirror
Dear Me in the mirror,
I see your hair is brown again. Not quite as dark as you like it, but then again you'd rather it be red. Your face is blemished, your nose red. That red is that sunburn you got. Your nose just looks like you've been crying, but your chest is so red you sometimes think it's kinda purple. Your stomach's also quite burnt. Your thighs aren't as bad as they were. You've got more freckles than you usually do- Too much sun. Your eyes aren't bad. Sometimes they're dull and bored, but most of the time they're bright and clear. They're never the same color they were the day before, or at least not that I can recall. Your nose looks okay, at least until someone takes a picture of your profile. Then it looks like a little tomato. My teeth I'll never be happy with. I've gotten used to them, but I'm not happy about them. I'll be getting braces soon. I'm really dreading it because I think braces look horrible and painful, but I know I need them.
Sometimes I think you're beautiful. You stun me with your own kind of beauty. You're nothing to put in a magazine, but you're pretty to those who can see it.
Other times I think you're plain and don't even bother to wonder why only one man wants you.
Your stomach is too chubby
Your thighs just a little too jiggly
Your boobs just quite not big enough [I mean, they have a lot to make up for]
You don't even look that great in corsets
Why can't you be tall and slim, just like you always wanted to be?!
But I digress.
Sometimes I'll love you, sometimes I'll hate you, but in the end I can't change you.
Love,
Yourself
I see your hair is brown again. Not quite as dark as you like it, but then again you'd rather it be red. Your face is blemished, your nose red. That red is that sunburn you got. Your nose just looks like you've been crying, but your chest is so red you sometimes think it's kinda purple. Your stomach's also quite burnt. Your thighs aren't as bad as they were. You've got more freckles than you usually do- Too much sun. Your eyes aren't bad. Sometimes they're dull and bored, but most of the time they're bright and clear. They're never the same color they were the day before, or at least not that I can recall. Your nose looks okay, at least until someone takes a picture of your profile. Then it looks like a little tomato. My teeth I'll never be happy with. I've gotten used to them, but I'm not happy about them. I'll be getting braces soon. I'm really dreading it because I think braces look horrible and painful, but I know I need them.
Sometimes I think you're beautiful. You stun me with your own kind of beauty. You're nothing to put in a magazine, but you're pretty to those who can see it.
Other times I think you're plain and don't even bother to wonder why only one man wants you.
Your stomach is too chubby
Your thighs just a little too jiggly
Your boobs just quite not big enough [I mean, they have a lot to make up for]
You don't even look that great in corsets
Why can't you be tall and slim, just like you always wanted to be?!
But I digress.
Sometimes I'll love you, sometimes I'll hate you, but in the end I can't change you.
Love,
Yourself
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Day 29-The person you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Dear Mum,
I'd like to tell you that I want birth control and why it would be smart for me to have it, but you would SKIN ME ALIVE AND DO OTHER TORTUROUS THINGS TO ME O.O
I want to tell you how much I've started to HATE Alberto recently because he's being a prissy little asshole, but if you didn't slap me then I'd be grounded. Yelling would a given.
I want to tell you what's wrong with this family- Oh, there's so much!- but you'd deny it and get pissed off. You get pissed when I tell you an ounce of truth. You need to stop living in your little fantasy world. Alberto's fueling your fantasy, which only makes you fall deeper in it. I don't even think you can distinguish the reality of why our family can't get along from your fantasy of how it's all my fault. Hell, it's not even Naomi's fault anymore. Both you and Alberto believe it's purely my fault, that I start it all.
Anything you don't agree with has to be wrong, doesn't it? I hope I'm more fair to my children.
Sincerely,
Desiree
I'd like to tell you that I want birth control and why it would be smart for me to have it, but you would SKIN ME ALIVE AND DO OTHER TORTUROUS THINGS TO ME O.O
I want to tell you how much I've started to HATE Alberto recently because he's being a prissy little asshole, but if you didn't slap me then I'd be grounded. Yelling would a given.
I want to tell you what's wrong with this family- Oh, there's so much!- but you'd deny it and get pissed off. You get pissed when I tell you an ounce of truth. You need to stop living in your little fantasy world. Alberto's fueling your fantasy, which only makes you fall deeper in it. I don't even think you can distinguish the reality of why our family can't get along from your fantasy of how it's all my fault. Hell, it's not even Naomi's fault anymore. Both you and Alberto believe it's purely my fault, that I start it all.
Anything you don't agree with has to be wrong, doesn't it? I hope I'm more fair to my children.
Sincerely,
Desiree
Monday, July 25, 2011
Day 28-Someone that changed your life
Dear everyone I know,
Everyone I know has changed/shaped my life in some way.
The way I act
The clothes I buy
What music I listen to
What I do with my free time
I'm not saying you guys have shaped every aspect of my life, but you guys have helped. You guys recommend music, books, movies, animes, manga, anything I may like, you hang out with me, I'm nice to those I like, bitch polite to those I don't, you compliment me, you criticize me, and you keep me sane. You love me, you hate me, you have neutral feelings about me.
You have made me who I am today.
Thank you,
Dei
Everyone I know has changed/shaped my life in some way.
The way I act
The clothes I buy
What music I listen to
What I do with my free time
I'm not saying you guys have shaped every aspect of my life, but you guys have helped. You guys recommend music, books, movies, animes, manga, anything I may like, you hang out with me, I'm nice to those I like, bitch polite to those I don't, you compliment me, you criticize me, and you keep me sane. You love me, you hate me, you have neutral feelings about me.
You have made me who I am today.
Thank you,
Dei
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